Many people develop a deep desire as they grow up, and when that desire is ‘a bit odd’, if not downright kinky, then there is a good chance that it will remain buried for many years and possibly for life. And so, as the years pass, this secret desire appears increasingly unlikely to be experienced and is buried in the furthest recesses of our mind. Periodically it is awakened by a trigger, a passage in a book, a movie scene, or a casual reference in a chat show or news item, only to be considered forlornly and reburied as deeply as possible. The impossible dream.
Some people are braver than others, and perhaps lady luck takes a hand, and for those people their deepest, darkest desires are realised. They may pursue their dream as soon as they gain their independence (or even before!), or it may take a change of circumstance such as divorce or serious illness to propel the dream to the fore. Carpe diem!
So we have an unfulfilled desire, and a fulfilled desire, what could be worse? The previously fulfilled desire where the opportunity to indulge one’s dreams and fantasies has been snatched away. The knowing that it is possible, it was possible, and now it is no longer.
When this happens, we are left with a gaping void in our existence that must be filled, now! Searching for someone to spank, or someone to spank us, becomes an urgent need. The desire refuses to be buried, the genie is already out of the bottle, and it demands satisfaction.